Disappearance

by Endogenesis

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This is first release of Endogenesis. We are really excited to present it for you - this is a compilation of thoughts, ideas and musical influences, processed during months of hard rehearsal and studio work.

Album is half-conceptual and develops theme of disappearance, dissolving, vanishing of men. It is not about suicide or even death - it is about escaping 'normal' society, about fading to somebody faceless, about changing the kind of existence to some other form.

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released June 1, 2015

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Track Name: Ghost
Ghost


When I look into a mirror,
I see the reflection
This man looks like a ghost and his body,
Is fragile and weak
I can't believe it is me!
I can't believe it is me!

Recalling moments of time,
When my life was so easy
And overflowing with joy.

When the sun shined so bright and moonlight
Was so pleasing and warm. Night smiled with stars
I was so loved by this life

When I look in the mirror,
I see the reflection
This man looks like a ghost and his body
Is so fragile and weak
I can't believe it is me!
I can't believe it is me!

God where is my life
Maybe I died?
But why am I alive?
Or not alive?..




I will check my own existance
Hoping that I'm still alive
Hoping not to disappear
Trying to save the things that are mine

Sanity is under question
Who am I and who was I?
Man, who stares from reflection
Looks like dead and scares me so.

Road, that leads me to the answer
Ends with an entrance to the maze
It should hide the salvation
No way out, the die is cast!



Helplessly trying to find
The escape from the maze without doors
Smoke covers my eyes
I am fading to the ghost!
Fading to the ghost
I am fading to the ghost…
Track Name: Under The Moon
Under The Moon


Lanes in forests,
Speedy highways -
He was walking
and driving there.

Once he found out:
He can't stay at home!
Moon was calling him to
Go into the night!

[Chorus:]
He will not reach his aim soon
But stars light up his face
He know he is in peaceful place
And he will sleep
under the moon
The moon!

Ending point
Is unknown
Inner voice
Whispers slowly:

"You will disappear
In this labyrinth
But you'll end your way
With smile on your face!"

[Chorus:]
He will not reach his aim soon
But stars light up his face
He know he is in peaceful place
And he will sleep
under the moon
The moon!


Freedom will be the sense
of days
and he
feels fire in veins.
Enjoying his way,
sometimes he loudly prays:

God! I exalt the night,
when stars
shine bright
from cloudless sky;
When I'm feeling alive
and melting in the moonlight


God! I exalt the night,
when stars
shine bright
from cloudless sky;
When I'm feeling alive
and melting in the moonlight

Endless highways and lanes
someday
will make
me feeling astray:
and this is the way,
that I want to pass away...
Track Name: Disappearance
Disappearance


My soul becomes mysterious haze
It flows outside, leaving this place
Eyes open wide, enjoying the grace
Challenging time, I travel in space

Feeling the speed, I'm happy right now
Impassible visions are teasing my mind
Colorful streams in line of sight
They're pulling me in, holding me tight

Turn! Twist! Rise! Fall!
Right! Left! Up! Down!


Drifting in this snorting ocean
Something comes into my mind
Strangest feeling, silent noise:
Brain surrendered without fight
It's not words, not even voice
Just some thoughts, that are not mine!
Just some thoughts, that are not mine!

"You are now in spirit's form
You have to explore this world
Fly and seek, what does it hide
Always move and don't slow down

Because the price will be high



A question suddenly appears
Do I have a way back home?
Or will I drift forever here,
Gone from systems, left alone

I remember, sometimes I was dreaming
To finish my life by disappearing
To end up my days, surrounded by stars
Lightened by moon and covered by night.

Maybe I don't have a real way out
Maybe I did a fatal mistake
Only right now I'm starting to doubt
I can't change direction, it is too late

Turning round is strictly forbidden
So look only forward, unveil the hidden!
Discover all mysteries, break to the core
I'm full of assuredness, I want to see more!

I'll touch horizon line
And I'll pull it on me, wishing to see,
What's lying beneath
the mysterious edge of infinity

Ocean under me...
There are miracles here,
So far and so near,
And without fear
I drawn in this sea
Of mysterious streams
And vortex of dreams
Leads me to sink:
It brings me to another scene!


Now I see the sky is raining,
Now I see the sky is crying
Now I see the sun is dying
To be reborn

And I've found out: stars are lazy,
And I've found out: moon is crazy,
But together they are dancing
Until the dawn

When the sun begins to shine
They all fade with melting night
And this cycle of the life
Will spin on and on

Moving to next new location
I still see some weak reflections
Of these entities are changing:
Enchanting show

I discovered something vital
And I leave this days and nights
But I'll always keep in mind
This whimsy world
whimsy world...
whimsy world...
whimsy world...


After that scene
With changing days and nights
I've got a gift
Now I can see through time

I've noticed souls like mine
Stories, lost in time
First of them tried
To live in past
His present was hard
He failed his fight
Lost in the maze
Deadly insane
He faded to
Transparent

After that scene
With changing days and nights
I've got a gift
Now I can see through time

I see the second man
Most fortunate of them
He couldn't fit
Into laws of deceit
He took all he needs
And was perfectly free
Stars on his side,
He walked and climbed
He changed his kind
Of life

Story of the third
Hasn't been yet told
I see it in front
A future to come
Another young boy
Will be left alone
He'll mentally die,
Losing his mind
Becoming the part
Of crowd

I stop at this point,
I'll live in this world
And never return
To body that rot

Disappearance, disappearance!!!
Track Name: Left Alone
(instrumental)