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Disappearance

by Endogenesis

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1.
Ghost 07:36
Ghost When I look into a mirror, I see the reflection This man looks like a ghost and his body, Is fragile and weak I can't believe it is me! I can't believe it is me! Recalling moments of time, When my life was so easy And overflowing with joy. When the sun shined so bright and moonlight Was so pleasing and warm. Night smiled with stars I was so loved by this life When I look in the mirror, I see the reflection This man looks like a ghost and his body Is so fragile and weak I can't believe it is me! I can't believe it is me! God where is my life Maybe I died? But why am I alive? Or not alive?.. I will check my own existance Hoping that I'm still alive Hoping not to disappear Trying to save the things that are mine Sanity is under question Who am I and who was I? Man, who stares from reflection Looks like dead and scares me so. Road, that leads me to the answer Ends with an entrance to the maze It should hide the salvation No way out, the die is cast! Helplessly trying to find The escape from the maze without doors Smoke covers my eyes I am fading to the ghost! Fading to the ghost I am fading to the ghost…
2.
Under The Moon Lanes in forests, Speedy highways - He was walking and driving there. Once he found out: He can't stay at home! Moon was calling him to Go into the night! [Chorus:] He will not reach his aim soon But stars light up his face He know he is in peaceful place And he will sleep under the moon The moon! Ending point Is unknown Inner voice Whispers slowly: "You will disappear In this labyrinth But you'll end your way With smile on your face!" [Chorus:] He will not reach his aim soon But stars light up his face He know he is in peaceful place And he will sleep under the moon The moon! Freedom will be the sense of days and he feels fire in veins. Enjoying his way, sometimes he loudly prays: God! I exalt the night, when stars shine bright from cloudless sky; When I'm feeling alive and melting in the moonlight God! I exalt the night, when stars shine bright from cloudless sky; When I'm feeling alive and melting in the moonlight Endless highways and lanes someday will make me feeling astray: and this is the way, that I want to pass away...
3.
Disappearance My soul becomes mysterious haze It flows outside, leaving this place Eyes open wide, enjoying the grace Challenging time, I travel in space Feeling the speed, I'm happy right now Impassible visions are teasing my mind Colorful streams in line of sight They're pulling me in, holding me tight Turn! Twist! Rise! Fall! Right! Left! Up! Down! Drifting in this snorting ocean Something comes into my mind Strangest feeling, silent noise: Brain surrendered without fight It's not words, not even voice Just some thoughts, that are not mine! Just some thoughts, that are not mine! "You are now in spirit's form You have to explore this world Fly and seek, what does it hide Always move and don't slow down Because the price will be high A question suddenly appears Do I have a way back home? Or will I drift forever here, Gone from systems, left alone I remember, sometimes I was dreaming To finish my life by disappearing To end up my days, surrounded by stars Lightened by moon and covered by night. Maybe I don't have a real way out Maybe I did a fatal mistake Only right now I'm starting to doubt I can't change direction, it is too late Turning round is strictly forbidden So look only forward, unveil the hidden! Discover all mysteries, break to the core I'm full of assuredness, I want to see more! I'll touch horizon line And I'll pull it on me, wishing to see, What's lying beneath the mysterious edge of infinity Ocean under me... There are miracles here, So far and so near, And without fear I drawn in this sea Of mysterious streams And vortex of dreams Leads me to sink: It brings me to another scene! Now I see the sky is raining, Now I see the sky is crying Now I see the sun is dying To be reborn And I've found out: stars are lazy, And I've found out: moon is crazy, But together they are dancing Until the dawn When the sun begins to shine They all fade with melting night And this cycle of the life Will spin on and on Moving to next new location I still see some weak reflections Of these entities are changing: Enchanting show I discovered something vital And I leave this days and nights But I'll always keep in mind This whimsy world whimsy world... whimsy world... whimsy world... After that scene With changing days and nights I've got a gift Now I can see through time I've noticed souls like mine Stories, lost in time First of them tried To live in past His present was hard He failed his fight Lost in the maze Deadly insane He faded to Transparent After that scene With changing days and nights I've got a gift Now I can see through time I see the second man Most fortunate of them He couldn't fit Into laws of deceit He took all he needs And was perfectly free Stars on his side, He walked and climbed He changed his kind Of life Story of the third Hasn't been yet told I see it in front A future to come Another young boy Will be left alone He'll mentally die, Losing his mind Becoming the part Of crowd I stop at this point, I'll live in this world And never return To body that rot Disappearance, disappearance!!!
4.
Left Alone 06:37
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This is first release of Endogenesis. We are really excited to present it for you - this is a compilation of thoughts, ideas and musical influences, processed during months of hard rehearsal and studio work.

Album is half-conceptual and develops theme of disappearance, dissolving, vanishing of men. It is not about suicide or even death - it is about escaping 'normal' society, about fading to somebody faceless, about changing the kind of existence to some other form.

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released June 1, 2015

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